a broken heart behind the smile.

examsss...

2007-03-12T03:42:00.000-07:00

hahai.. at last the math test was kindah easy except for that item which is needed to be solved in an augmented thingy.... whatever.. it was not thought nuh! grrrrrrrrr. anyway, i am not serious in studying! i am so EASY-GO-LUCKY!!!! naku2x.. i am so dead tomorrow.. although lit and compo is very easy, there are some lessons in biology which is soooooooooo mind breaking... hahai.. that phyla thingy..

naku! lapit na kmi(batchmates) mag third year! fully loaded na tlga! may chem, geometry, algebra, prac arts na kung anu2x ang ipapagawa sau, uhhhm, lit na may musical play at mga requirements na nakakabuang.. ngaun plang, parang nakakalula nang isipin.. ahahahaa.. la pa pla ako0 proj sa relijon! sa wednesday na un ipapass! lagot na tlga ako..! bukas nlng ako bibili ng mga materials then bukas ko na rin gagawin... since easy lng nmn ang mga exams sa wednesday.. uhhm, nu pa ba,,, la rin ako door chimes pati paper mosaic! nahh! lagot na! ewan ko ba kung bkit i am soo irresponsible these days.. cguro tinatamad na ksi tapos na ang pasukan,.. pero surely, this june, serious na tlga ako! vka nga kming lhat serious na! ikaw b nmn bgyan ng mga *mind-blowing* subjexts/ ahahaaha..

gud luck nlng sa ating lahat..

ciao.. till my next journal...

Making the paper art

2007-03-10T18:41:00.000-08:00

again, i was very amazed with what i've done! ahahaa. i never imagined myself finishing that project! ahahaha. i learned how to be patient and as usual, learned how to clean my surroundings, recycle and fold papers!

what did i learn in making a DOOR CHIME?

2007-03-10T18:36:00.000-08:00

uhhhm, i learned that old magazines, used yarns, and boxes can be of good use and produce a very amazing handicraft. I learned how to recycle, i learned to clean my surroundings after i made the project, and most of all, i learned how to value things....

P.S
THIS ENTRY IS A REQUIREMENT FOR OUR PRACTICAL ARTS SUBJECT.... ^^

2007-03-03T16:49:00.000-08:00

hahai...

2007-03-02T03:37:00.000-08:00

long time no post.. hahaiz.. at last, finished na rin ako sa compo proj.. wheeeew.. waaaaaaaaaah. got lots of stuffs to be stucked in mah head! balagtasan, filipino pice, english piece!!!!!! waaaaaaaaah. T___T so many things to do, so litol time.. hahahaiz.. im so confused.. do i still love her? the other one, uhhm, why is my feelings for her is stl here wit me? hmf.. hahaiz.. anyway, nothing new but me.. AHHHHH! my hairstyle! may bagong tripping ako.!!! so curious? huh? tgnan nio nlng.. wakoko..

the exam week is fast approaching! we've got 1 week nlng of discussions! waaaaah.. im so ded... wakoko.. keo? musta studies??

ciao.

wheeeew!

2007-02-24T02:35:00.000-08:00

wakoko! im soo tired! our outing was so perfect, uhhm, except for the TEACHER. SHE was sooo late! she arrived 40 mins after the meeting time.. tsktsk.then after the outing, SHE was in a hurry for us to fix ourselves and depart the resort!!!! grrrrrrrr... anyways, here are some of our pics...

ME AND BEZ-JENO!!!

JAYVIE,MARL(BEHIND JAVIE)MARIUS,JAMES(INFRONT OF MARIUS) ME! AND BEZ-JENO

ME AT THE BIG SLIDE FHER,NICOLE,ME! AND JERJERMY(BUSY EATING MANGO!)

SLIDING GALORE! (uy chels, abot langit ngiti mo ah!)

^^ouch..

2007-02-22T23:37:00.000-08:00

arayyyyyy.. i met an accident kanina!!! huhu.. nahulog ako sa upuan ko while the whole class was so uber silent and concentrating on our paper work knina sa compo. then BOOM! nahulog na ako... i was so ashamed... T_T my new most embarassing moment... huhuhu.. AMP talaga... anyways, tomorrow's our outing na.. yey! *claps* i'll post the pix on my next journall.. kk?

ciao.

^^types of blog^^

2007-02-22T23:29:00.000-08:00

Personal Blog- a blog that talks about the ueser's day to day experiences, events and the like.

Educational Blog- a blog that talks about topics related to school works and lessons. In this kind of blog, the user is a student or a teacher...

Vblog- this blog features videos of certain genres or maybe uncategorized videos...

Partner Blog- two blogs of different users who are partners, the topics are the same..

News- this blog talks about the hottest news around the worls and sometimes of a certain place/..

NOTE: THIS IS PART OF OUR PRAC.ARTS REQUIREMENT

uhhm....

2007-02-21T06:40:00.000-08:00

yoe!!! i wasnt able to make an update for about 6 days.. ahaha. since i left for the camp. well, the camp was very very super duper perfect! it was educational, at the same time very fun! i miss the camp site, the facilitators, my campmates! generally, the camp itself... T_____T huhuhu... we went to Sta. cruz Island! SNORKLING GALORE! woooooh.... i met NEMO there and his father(what's the name agen?) and dori! ahahaha... many many other fishes pa... ahahaha... the corals were very good.. but sad to say, few nlng sila.. so we must protect them! ahehehe... i was elcted nga pala as the SECRETARY of LYFE(Leading Youth For Environment) Org. ahehehe... Felisse was the President, Lean was the representative.. ahehehehe... the camp was really great.. oh well..

my bday.. uhhhm, im glad everything went good.. ahehehe... people greeted me.. and i was very happy that my former classmates, THE ZEPHYRS now calld THE BRAVE HEARTS greeted me rin.. ahahaha.. happy lang ako ksi kht papano, they did'nt forgot my BDAY... *wink* ahehehe... my day was kindah boring but somehow, its special... ahehehe. becoz of some1.. ahehehehe.. BEZ JENZ-u know this... ahahahahhaha... anyways...

Im currently busy organizing the COmposition project of our group... the classs magazine.. it's quite difficult nga eh... and now, i formally QUIT! I did my JOB.( i think out of the 100% completion rate of our project, i did 70% of it.. *keber?*) nahh.. and now, its time for my GROUPMATES to suffer!!!!!!! bwahahahhahahaha.. anyways..

till my next journal.. ciao..

CAMPING!!

2007-02-15T04:20:00.000-08:00

hiya there.. uhhm, im so tired! we wnt sa town pa to SEARCH for tent and sleeping bag.. gud thing may nahanap kami... ahehehe... CAMPING na bukas.. 'till sunday ! ahahaha... the best thing is sa sunday! punta kami sa STA.CRUZ ISLAND para mag SNORKLING!!!!!! yey.. i labb beaches!!!! wooooooooohhh... ahahahaha... im xoooooo superr excited.. ahahaha.. BUT no INTERNET for 3 days!!!!!!!!!!!! T______________T anyways, im sure i will really enjoy.... bwahahahahaha... kanina pala we changed na our seating plan.. asa man tlga yan si EEZMA, binabadshot ko tlga xa kanina.. di nia tlga kaya magsbi ng masama bout me infront of ME... ASA maxado.. pa-anghel2x sa akin... asa maxado..

anyway... to be continued.

mhy friends..

2007-02-14T04:12:00.000-08:00

uhmm, friends are people u trust, u depend on (lyk when you're sad, blabla..) now, i got many of them... 1st is my all-time trusted,the best, super cool friends= [laika,tal,jemm,liza,alyssa,mitch,que] they are the best.. next in line is MHY ACES(pic below.)

[from left to right: FHER,TANEE,CHELZ,ME, ELROY,AHNJ,NICOLE,JENO,JOAN,RHEA,EAS,AND DORDZ]After The ACES, CHUNG'S & BRO'S came.. im not sure bout the people who are involved in this group. but most of us are from THE ACES.it was really out of my knowledge that im part of this group.. i was shocked nlng 1 day. But unfortunately, we ended up with a fight. BUT(a big BUT) were OK now.. ahehe.. i just dont know if kasali pa ako or what..

to be continued....

hapii valentines...

2007-02-14T02:01:00.000-08:00

hahai.. my day was kindah fine.. its valentines day. i gave a teddie bear to the first girl and roses for the 2nd one.. we had schedule b today. which means all subjects lasts for 30 mins lang.. ahahahha.. half day!!!!! wooo.. after skul, we wnt to MITCH's house.. took our lunch there and did nothing.. ahahha. but i enjoid as always.. how about your day?! ahehhehehe..

till my next journal. ciao.

yawn

2007-02-11T17:41:00.000-08:00

im still ishlipee... huhuhuhu.. pero i really enjoid lastnyt(family day), ahahaha... we (laika, jemm, que, me, mitch, tal, alyssa, and joseph(michelle's blabla..) went to coffeemix!! ahahahaha.. SAN MIG LIGHT 4 me.. naubos ko 2 cans.. ahahaha.. good thing d ako nalasing..*laughs* ahehehe.. slept around 12:30 na cguro... ahehehe.. wakoko.. LOVAPALOOZA gale last saturday nyt.. ahahaha.. WE BROKE THE RECORD!!! last tym the record is with HUNGARY with 5000+ couples... but last saturday night, 6,124 couples kissed for the record.. ahahahaha.. la lng. trip ko i share.. *wink* we have no class pla todae.. the family day program blabla ended up very late na rin kc, ahahaha... anyway, got nothing to do here...

till my next entry..

what i feel...

2007-02-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

my saturday..

2007-02-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

my day was fine.. i was soo bored the hul day.. stucked here sqa haws.. good thing mitch and laika came and we decided to go to MINDPRO.. there were so many people there! i guess it was because of the blackout kanina... HUL zamboanga daw ang blackout kanina, pero in our residence, THANK GOD, there's electricity!!!! ahahaha... so i tot our place is outside ZAMBOANGA! *laughs* ahahaha... we went to cofee mix and went home.. hahai.. whatta borinh day... how bout yours??

till my next entry...

XOXO

raaaaaaaawr

2007-02-09T07:04:00.001-08:00

I am the other me

2007-02-09T06:47:00.000-08:00

You have no idea what it is like to be me. With every day i become weaker.I hide from my emotions,I cry because of my dreams.I wish I was someone else.So don't say I have the perfect life.That's just because Im good at pretending.
they asked, " are you sad? "and I was quiet, hesitant, unlike myself until I shakily shook my head " yes "and they said nothing and the fact that just then,they were my friends.and I felt more than their skinand, I held the world.

the truth i want to share

2007-02-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

How could HE have ever moved on?
It seems HE has that smile plastered upon HIS face.
YOU can see the coldness in HIS eyes,
HE has lost himself, but HE seems okay to YOU.
YOU have no idea what YOU did to HIM.

HE loves YOU.
can't YOU see?
YOU can see it in HIS eyes
&& hear it in HIS voice

SHE completely stole MY heart &
I never really told HER coz I know, its useless.

Have you ever wondered
What would happen
If HE was in the hospital
&& the green line went flat
&& they told you that all HE wanted
Was a simple goodbye from you

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

This nperson is suffering.

it was just you and me.. two friends.
& then with a simple look, my hand fell into yours

So when you see this smile on my face,
Please just don't question it.
Don't ask me if I am truly okay.
You might just make me break down in tears.

+poooooot+

2007-02-09T06:31:00.001-08:00

its just my life...

2007-02-05T21:04:00.000-08:00

uhhm, well, im just francis... =] *laughs..* ahehehe... last year,i was with the CAMPION ZEHYRS>. but now, im not... huhuhu.. but its fine!!!! but i miss them.. i had good times with them.. i really enjoid... ahahaha... just got nothing to do.